If you look up, WAY WAY up.....

that is rock bottom. I feel like I'm sinking and having to claw my way back to solid ground. And it's a constant struggle. Geesch, my arms are tired. Wouldn't it be nice to go a whole day, 24 hours, without seeing a news chiron or a cell vibration, that doesn't scare the hell out.of ya?! I don't even remember what that was like