out on my life.

One thing I remember my mother telling me is that the only time she wanted her daughter to die is if she was a lesbian..

Didn't mean much to me at the time, but.

I was raped at eleven, and because I accepted beer from my rapists my mother blamed me for being raped. I turned into nymphomaniac..not that I enjoyed sex, I had it with anyone willing.

Then I joined AA and met a group of gay women, with whome I had sex with one.

I never had friends, but I enjoyed their friendship.

I left AA and that was the end of my gay encounters, though I think they were where I belonged, as I never felt like I belonged any where else.

I just wish I went with my instincts, rather than my mothers hatred.

between mahatmakanejeeves and Glamrock

Every American is looking for him to cure all that ails America, individually.

Fix healthcare, fix racism, clean the planet,etc., all while reaching out to repubs, who desire him to fail, to fix our divide,

An impossible mandate.

The Senate is now 50/50 who is the 'majority leader?

Is it just defense?

Where are they when hoards of repub activists are trying to intimidate vote counters?

Where are the Democratic lawyers?

Once I thought Gore won, and the other time I was sure Hillary won.

Now I am afraid to sleep, as if my sleeping creates monsters!