Societal pressure sucks. Thai boys seem to think they can't just be gay boys... they need to be women to be with a man. Chop it off! I hate that.
My sister is unhappy, has done everything else, had more surgeries than I've got years, so now it's down to having a pee-pee. Her share of Mom's estate isn't enough to pay for the surgery in the U.S., so she's resorted to fraud... great call. We all know that having a dick isn't going to solve her problems, but there's nothing we can do, aside from preventing her from further taking of what doesn't belong to her.
Until our sexuality is totally and completely un-fucked, we're going to keep pushing people into making bad choices. I've known dozens of men who married young, knowing they were gay, only to disrupt their families later in live when they just couldn't take it anymore.
I admire you, have loved your posts over the years, but I don't get the need to have surgery and, possibly, lose all sexual functionality.
Nothing I love more than a power bottom with a boyish to masculine face, some to lots of body hair, and responsive. Anyone who's asking for more or asking for anyone to actually change genders is the freak.
Sorry if I'm stuck on men, but that's my thing.
Chicks with dicks is a hot market, sweet bottom boys are in demand and boys fucking is an historic fact. The surgery scares the shit out of me.