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Yep, it's a depressing time to be a real human being (i.e. one who acts humanely), since there are so many pretenders to the title right now.
I've said from the day the Iraq resolution passed, Kerry disturbs me deeply because he doesn't seem concerned for a moment that the Iraq war (and the inevitable toll in both American military and Iraqi civilian lives) was a bad act rather than merely an act performed badly. And people who can't grok that distinction, frankly, are people who can't be trusted with power over human lives.
But hey, he won the primaries -- and why not? Apparently, most of the country agrees with him. Why, if you do have a problem with the actual snuffing of human lives without any conceivable necessity, rather than just that it's going so sloppily and inefficiently, you must be some kind of cowardly pansy, if not just a Communist or a terrorist sympathizer.
I tell myself, he's still the lesser of two evils. I tell myself, in the words of Jim Hightower, "First we get rid of Bush, then we get rid of Kerry." But in the end, I don't believe it. Bush may get unseated, but if he does, it'll be by people who finally decided his killerin' skills weren't up to snuff, and maybe Kerry will do better. So we'll get four years of different unfounded foreign interventions, and maybe they won't be as bad or as numerous because we won't go in unless we can get someone else to share the blood on our hands. But they'll be there, and we'll crow about our "muscular internationalism", and after that it's going to be that much harder to keep a Neanderthal like Bush out of office because we've lost the ability to make being a Neanderthal a political liability.
So come November, that's what I'm going to be wrestling with when I try to wring up the effort to hit the polls and vote when I know no name on the ballot will be someone I could trust to throw me a rope if I was drowning unless it was because I was weighted down with money -- and when I know that empty choice is the result of the country I'm supposed to be so worried about the future of is inundated with just too damn many of the same empty-souled people. If neither the candidate nor the people who support him are willing to forward me this slimmest basic common agreement -- "killing is wrong" -- why do I care if the next four years is miserable for them? Call it my secularist take on damnation: instead of going to hell when you die, Hell comes to you.
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