May I preface this with...

[laylah]

this is certainly a pity party. That said, I have prayed, drank water, breathed, asked/DEMANDED of Creator of All That Is only for comfort, financial, a car, health, TEETH, the ability to give as I once did. My manifesting has hit a wall. I have NO idea. I was once "the golden child", for 52 years. OH, the blessed stories! THEN, I left a "perfect" situation, and it has been downhill from there. What is my lesson, OTHER than the grass is DEFINITELY not greener.

I feel blessed to have found this group. I do not contribute a lot because I do not feel I have that much TO contribute. There was a different time...

:loveya:

Jenn

[Ricochet21]

1. You have everything to contribute

You're one of us.

[laylah]

2. Thank you, Rick...

:loveya:

[I Have A Dream]

3. Jenn, sometimes the perfect contribution is to let someone know...

that there's someone listening. That is amazingly valuable. It can actually save lives. You most definitely do have something to contribute, and I've seen you do it. :)

:hug:

I'm sorry that things are difficult right now. My question to you is what if would you be feeling right now if you had never left that "perfect" situation? Would you still be thinking that it was perfect, or would you always wonder "what if"? Although you're not happy with the result of having taken that chance, you deserve credit for having the courage to do it. If nothing else, please give yourself that.

:loveya:

[laylah]

7. I like your question, IHAD.

I left because it was NOT a perfect situation. Only time and circumstances, has made it appear so. Thank you for the "nudge". :hug:

Jenn

[Kind of Blue]

4. I'm sorry times are particularly rough

now, Laylah. I would have never known and so glad you said it! You Know, just seeing the names without reading threads automatically starts the sending in me of well wishes and well-being to people here.

You can only contribute as much as you can, as you work out the bad times and move towards the better days. I think just saying it in this offering is a start :hug: :loveya: :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

5. Please, take a moment to do this...

HUG YOURSELF!!



You are wonderful. We are all equally blessed to have connected here.

:hug: :hug: :hug:

:grouphug:

[laylah]

6. I love you all,

thank you. :hug:

Jenn

[Fire Walk With Me]

8. You just -did- contribute, and best of all, asked for help so that others may be of service.

:hug:

Hang in, things are seriously changing.

[laylah]

9. Thank you...

:hug: The support I feel from all of you makes things a bit easier. I am blessed to have been welcomed by this group.

Jenn

[FirstLight]

10. fwiw...

manifesting has been somewhat of a void lately for many of us.

please read the lauren gorgo article someone linked here...it really helped me alot with this current transition of energy and struggle

[laylah]

11. ...

:hug: Thank you. I will admit I am tired of reading, deciphering, trying to figure things out, etc. I know, this too, shall pass.

I wish YOU well, FirstLight, and thank you!

Jenn