i am my own worst enemy.

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so, pt for my fibromyalgia is going well. too well. i am getting too itchy to get back to the gym. my therapist is trying to humor me, but she has all she can do to not yell at me. she just cranks it up, and lets me suffer. i am sitting here with a very sore tush from the thrusts and squats i did 2 days ago.
i have been going twice a week for the last 3. thursday was the first time it really kicked my butt. i am worn out and sore. i know i am just pushing myself backwards, but i just don't know how not to. argh.