Reply #91: meat indeed

[sweetheart]

For about half of december, the only food i've used
is 1 steak cooked well done, seared excellently. And
my 1 steak a day diet has worked wonders. I never thought
of it as "compulsive".

I'm much more likely to "fast" in the winter, even if food is
around, my body is not as tuned to the sensory world as in the
summer, like i myself am like the earth a little bit, and
flowers and blossoms of spring allow me to see and feel the
light, but in the winter, those blossoms are but buds, unmanifest.