Reply #19: I never thought that at all until recently

[Nikia]

In fact, I didn't think that I was attractive at all in high school. I was a runner so that's how I primariliy saw my body. As for me, I was me a smart, driven, ambitious, kind person. Maybe, I am still that person, but in my immediate world, I am not valued as that person. I cannot get a high paying job unless I become a stripper.
My company wouldn't care if my IQ dropped 30 points. They wouldn't care if my IQ increased by 30 points either. It seems that it is the same way as far as trying to get another job too around here.