I just got dumped via E-MAIL

[Pushed To The Left]

I'm truly getting to the point where I don't trust women anymore. I fell really hard for this one, and she turned out to be no different than the rest. She said I was too "needy" because I objected to her almost never returning phone calls, which I think is just common courtesy.

She told me that she never lets anybody meet her kids until she is sure about them. So, when I am invited to her daughter's birthday party and meet just about everybody in her family, I sort of felt like I was special, silly me. When she spent the night with me in her bedroom making love to me, cuddling with me, watching TV like an old couple, I thought that we were pretty tight. Silly fucking me!! Well, she seems really distant during the week after that, and I get worried, because I don't understand how she can be that intimate with me and let me meet her family and seem so distant. She then tells me I "read into things" and we were still "taking things slowly". That would be fine, and it was still a very young relationship, but I think most people in my shoes would feel a little differently after a night like that. I mean, her kids even saw us cuddled on the bed watching TV and she seemed okay with it, like we were a couple.

Tonight, on a night where we had planned to go out, she once again doesn't return my phone calls and breaks up with me via e-mail. The e-mail was "positive" in a very condescending way, saying she wished me well and just wasn't for her, that I was a "terrific guy", etc. but then tried to psychoanalyze me and say that I seemed like I needed constant reassurance and needed a partner to be happy. NOT FUCKING TRUE! I just wanted her to treat me just a little warmly and return a fucking phone call once in a while. She can screw somebody, introduce him to the family, but if he wants to be treated like a boyfriend he's "needy"?

Like I told her in my response to her, this is HER LOSS. I actually feel surprisingly good now that I know the truth about her. She lost a very honest, caring man who really cared about her. I lost somebody who didn't really give a damn about me even though she did a very good acting job. She made me feel warmer and more accepted than I ever had been in any relationship, then threw me away like yesterday's garbage. Good riddance.