Goddess help me, I'm jealous of another woman.

[Fleshdancer]

I don't want to be this type of female. When a woman accomplishes something, I prefer to be the type of person to cheer her on instead of attempting to tear her down, but this situation is making it very hard for me.

Who am I jealous of and why you ask? Katie Holmes! Weird, right? Take a look at this: http://thesuperficial.com/2007/11/katie_holmes_runs_nyc_marathon.php

Not only does she run her first marathon after only training for 3 months, but she looks great doing it. Where is the sweat? Why can she look like she's going out for a short jog when it's really a marathon and she's averaging around 12mph? How in the world is she doing it without a sports bra? WTF? I just don't get it.

So yes, no matter how crazy her husband is, I'm still jealous of Katie Holmes. Running a marathon is on my list of things to do before I turn 35 and I hate knowing it's going to take me a lot longer than 3 months to train for it AND I'm not going to look like that. My face will be red and strained and the people behind me will probably slip on the puddles of sweat pouring off of me. Yes, I know it doesn't matter, but I'm going to stick to my childish and ridiculous belief that this just isn't fair. x(