Reply #2: sometimes its the people you least expect.

[LastKnight]

some people get good at putting up fronts little by little, for a long time ive been battling depression and was suicidal, and no one knew the difference, not even my family because i had gotten that good at hiding it, but it didnt make the problems go away. society tells us that seeking help in some things is a sign of weakness... i say fuck it, society has cost me enough anyway and it nearly cost me my life cause i was unwilling to even ask for help from my friends. once i realized that, i stopped covering and got some help, and im better for it.

people who think like i did can end up drowning in thier own frustration, and losing hope, i think thats maybe what happened with your friend. but its just speculation.

anyway, im sorry for your loss, and my thoughts and prayers are with you.

-LK