Reply #30: I got

[undergroundpanther]

Three kitties all boys, Rustle is a big tawny tabby,with pink nose'n' toes,a warm fuzzy huggy teddy bear of a cat with a small voice who loves to wrestle,he's very outgoing and everyone who meets hin fallsa in love,Vinnie is my a black velvet wondercat with a talky mouth and he steals straws and is very bouncy and cuddly.Sparkle is my dimunitive smoke touched lynx pointed graceful singapura blue eyed beauty he loves to sleep close and he is a lap fixture,he's the loudest talkiest cat I got you wouln't know it by lookin'at him.Rustyle n Vin were rescues.Spark, he was adopted from a person who had a box of kittens at my partner's work.
I find when I go through suicidal depressions struggling with recovery from traumas,my kitties are my heros.Their hearts are huge and love is in thier eyes and touch. They are what keep me around another day when times are worst. I love them more than even my own life.They are truly my best freinds. I will not die on them.I don't care how it feels,I faced abandonment as a kid,and I am determined that they won't face what I faced..