Reply #2: I kind of hadn't thought of that term, "broke" but

[KurtNYC]

I do feel broken at the moment. In a more general way I am not trying to fix myself so much as build a skill set and regimine that serves me better than my present/old one. I hope I haven't tried to fix anyone -- I hope I know my limitations. I want to think less about blame and how I/we got here and more about potential and where we can go if we try.