I'm not sure I can handle tomorrow

[NGU]

I'm trying to be cheerful by focusing on things I can do to show my displeasure at the election fraud by wearing black with an orange armband and not spending any money. I trying to focus on the fact that I will get engaged next week and my future, but I'm scared. I'm scared for my future and starting a new life. I'm worried that I won't be able to go to work tomorrow and smile. When will we take America back from those that have stolen it? What if we can't? What if our country is destroyed beyond recognition? I'm trying to be positive, but I'm not sure I can. My hopelessness overcomes my positive thoughts about our victories. Those victories seem so small. Am I the only one that feels this way?