Reply #34: Okay ...... BUT!

[dmac]

How much longer do we have to hang out here with no support from anyone but each other? I do have faith but it is because I want to have faith, not really because anyone has given me any reason to have it. We spin tales of hidden meaning into everything anyone says but are we only deluding ourselves? Sorry - I do not mean to be insulting anyone because I am right in the middle of this with all of you but I could sure use some validation from SOMEONE . . .

I am going to Ohio to help in whatever way I can at a terrible time of year to be away from family with all that needs to be done to ready for the holidays - and I do not mind making this sacrifice - but I cannot help but ask myself if I am being stupid or naive.

I read all of the post out here whenever I get the chance but I can't even really add anything anymore because it seems it has all been said - and there is no point unless or until something further happens. How incredibly frustrating!