Reply #43: I will have to agree and disagree at the same time.

[JanusAscending]

Many times in the past when I have gotten something in my head that I wanted, or wanted to happen, I have been able to achieve it quite easily. If I were able to visualize it...I could make it happen. Over and over again this has been so. It seems that lately I have been into making excuses, and second guessing myself. Sure I could make things happen if I could work and had more money. Sure I could work if my health were better. Is this what is blocking me? Am I confusing "reasons" with excuses??? Sometimes I feel that if I don't work for it, I don't deserve it?? I keep banging my head against the wall on this one. Could it be a guilt thing?? Thanks for your insight, and I do agree with the Spirit guides. I am perfectly able to make things happen by myself....or at least I used to be able.:shrug: