Question about my emotions lately

[FreedomAngel82]

Hi all. Here's the thing. Lately I've been going up and down in my moods. I don't know why. I do have my monthly now but I've never had any problems with that before and I don't think it has to do with that. I'm just not that type of girl I guess. Anyways, but for the last week or so I've been really just wanting to bawl a lot lately and have been very sensitive with my feelings and some nights just bawl. My guardian (against negative spirits and the like) is also my soul mate (he decided to stay behind this time for my life lessons and all that) and I'm not sure if it has to do with him or not. Can anyone here help? Can you sense what's up with me and if my soul mate has any messages? It'd be much appreciated. Usually I can figure things out on my own and sense really well but when it's so personal I have a little harder trouble. Also wanted to add I think he's been popping out lately and that's why I'm down. :shrug: Hopefully someone can help. Thanks in advanced.