you just like being miserable

[mzteris]

- I think you LIKE being unhappy.

Uh. Yeah. That's it. It makes me deliriously happy to be so f'ing miserable. yup.


Sometimes I do wonder though. This isn't the first person that said that to me. Do I? Or is this just something the clueless say to piss off the depressed? :shrug:


You know, when someone close to you says, 'what can I do to help?' or 'how are you really feeling today' - silly me, I take them at their word and try to tell the the real truth. Only, you know what? I don't think they really WANT to hear 'how I'm really feeling today'. They don't really WANT to hear what it is they can 'do to help'. They want to hear, "Oh, I'm just freaking fabulous. Everything's wonderful. Just be your sweet charming oh-so-supportive-and-understanding-self and while I'm at it, let me just do what ever your little heart desires because you've been oh-so-supportive-and-understanding and I know I've just been such a DRAG and a bitch and all. Want your pillow fluffed??"

:banghead:

Do you ever just get tired of even trying anymore?