Reply #18: I'm to the point I don't even bother trying to make friends anymore.

[Forkboy]

Mainly for the same reasons,though I really don't trust even my best friends entirely.I do the same thing and avoid talking about it.I can be very negative when I'm really down,and there's not much anyone can say that will change it at the time,so why ruin their day too?

I've told people here more about me than I have my own family.I never tell them the mental aspect (can't hide the cancer part,or I'd do that too).

It sucks being alone but I'm done reaching out to change that.