My biggest problem is the financial aspect and I think about the three "S's" every minute

[Liberal Lassie]

Suicide, sanity and state prison. He is an abusive bully and
when I'm  not thinking about killing myself I am thinking
about killing him in self defense.  The abuse is emotional,
verbal, financial (yes you can abuse people with money) sexual
and psychological.  I have a badly broken arm right now that
keeps me from working and he won't keep food in the house, gas
in the car, I could go on and on. If I  could meet someone I
would leave in a heart beat..