LAT story posted yesterday:
Killers Set Terms, a Mother Chooses (mothers, babies free, if sibling left)
Militants offer a woman and her baby freedom -- but only if she leaves her other child behind.
By Kim Murphy, Times Staff Writer
BESLAN, Russia — Zalina Dzandarova cradles her son Alan as he sleeps with his small face buried against her stomach. He is the child Dzandarova was able to save. The child she chose to save, really.
It is the other one, little Alana, her 6-year-old daughter, whose image torments her: Alana clutching her hand, Alana crying and calling after her. Alana's sobs disappearing into the distance as Dzandarova walked out of Middle School No. 1 here Thursday, clutching 2-year-old Alan in her arms.
Guerrillas armed with automatic rifles and explosive belts who are holding hundreds of hostages at the small provincial school in southern Russia allowed 26 women and children to leave. About a dozen mothers, like Dzandarova, were allowed to take only one child, forced to leave another behind....
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Violence often selects its victims randomly, but seldom is a mother asked to make a Sophie's choice: Save one child and leave behind another, possibly to face death. The standoff in North Ossetia republic involving about 20 guerrillas — most likely linked to the neighboring separatist republic of Chechnya or adjacent Ingushetia — has stunned a nation accustomed to war and its horrors after the many ethnic and territorial conflicts that accompanied the breakup of the Soviet Union....
Today's story:
In Rush of Joy and Guilt, a Mother Regains Her Child
Zalina Dzandarova finds her daughter safe after the school assault ends but is haunted by her choice to leave the girl and save her son.
By Kim Murphy, Times Staff Writer
BESLAN, Russia — For the first time in 24 hours, Zalina Dzandarova stopped feeling dead inside Friday. She had her daughter back — covered with blood, and suffering from shock and dehydration. But alive.
A day earlier, hostage-takers had forced the 27-year-old mother of two to leave the sobbing 6-year-old behind at Middle School No. 1. Only if she abandoned Alana, they told her, could Dzandarova carry her 2-year-old son, Alan, with her to freedom.
Haunted by the choice, Dzandarova spent Thursday night imagining what was happening to Alana in the school gymnasium with about 1,000 other terrified children and parents. She blamed herself for her child's ordeal.
"I know that I will never be able to forget this," she said. "I will never be the same."
Alana told her mother that a fellow hostage, a 15-year-old boy, saved her from the gymnasium after the militants' explosives detonated and set it on fire....
http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-mother4sep04,1,819031.story?coll=la-home-headlines