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hey du!
well, i probably shouldn't do this, but i'm drunk and i don't care. i've been not-sober without a not-jenna for a couple of days. this has been hard week, and the full (getting there?) moon is affecting me, i'm sure of it.
with that disclaimer: let me say that i'm so high energy just now. i don't want to use the word fear, or excitement either- they are both wrong. but there are a couple of issues which are totally absorbing my mental energies, and keeping me distracted from the fun that's had to be on weekends.
-i just chatted with some intel folks, and didn't get good/happy results. which is to say, what i heard tended to reflect the more tin-foily of DU posts, complete with phrases like, "it's a trainwreck, and no one can stop it." this is coming from sources i can't reveal (go on, flame me) but places i tend to trust and which are exec level high.
-i just chatted with some very regular people, who by their very regularity, have access to information that would disturb most of us here, indeed everywhere. i can't reveal that either, as a matter of privacy, but it was odd to hear what i did on the same day i got the other info. words that you should associate with my experience: "bunker" and "2 degrees of KB from GHW"
so anyway- what with all the fun spook vs spook stuff, i'm really edgy. i mean, crap! iare we right there for the "october" surprise or is this just the beginning? i suppose americans will swallow that their gov't is totally run by spies from other countries- "too complicated, what's kobe doing?" but those of us here know how it works. someone is going down, and a precipice is opened. i fear and anticipate what awaits us.
anyhoo- off to the bars! live life now, my beloved fellow duers. who knows how much time we have for fun!
thanks for being here for this rant, all. real luv out to all my junkie politico hommies.
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