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Thanks. I realized, that i had know idea who "papau" really was, as the name has the esoteric abstraction of a "frisbee".
On the old british system, many users had several logins and used to create arguments between different of their own logins. It became very confusing sometimes with these multiple personality schemes, and the ultimate insult, was to claim that someone who was an authentic poster, was indeed rather a clone of an already known ghostwriter.
"You're just binary-boy or TonyBlairIsGOD"
It suddenly occurred to me the amalgum of all the possibile features an unknown american person who i only know through writing, and geez, i did not notice your position on gun control, or whether you were a fighter pilot, or a nuclear weapons targeting engineer. ;-)
oh dear! And with how angry i've seen people get on jerry springer, and run the whole thing to a local maxima, and i was momentarily terrorized, of what anger i might have inadvertently unleashed, that this person could really take this personally, and be a texas revenge assassin for all i know.
In a time of war, such winds of fear blow in this world.
I LLLOOOVVVEEE writing and words. It is the ultimate programming language, this english it is.
DU is a place to surf until november, and then i can go back to a day job writing for profit. I love the spontanaety that comes, like with an actor(s) in impromptu theatre, rather a writer impromptu, misspellings egotism, arrogance and all. For the first time in recorded human history is there this live socratic chat, and bullshit floats off leaving the pure gold. Historically earlier, this chat at parties, and inside newspapers, but here, without an editor's correction, imperfect and human.
Sometimes, i just smoke a joint and say "tell the truth" and start reading DU, and clickity click clickity somebody's typing away chatter chatter. My hero is edgar allen poe, and his work is that of an opiates.
And indeed, there is that "paranoia" in the surface of my psychie that makes me sound really whacky in "fear" writing sometimes. Perhaps that is the drug or my memories of all those dreams of nuclear wars. I was terrorized by nuclear war makers from a young age, and it has made me jumpy and wierd. They are the telltale beating heart of our age.
prattle prattle... bubble bubble...
good vibes, thank you.
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