Sometimes I Just Wish I Could Say Screw it All....

[SPKrazy]

I wish I felt nothing sometimes... instead I do feel... It seems as if this has been easy for her... Which is fine I guess... I just wish I felt nothing... then I wouldn't care... and well it seems like life would be easier...

So anyone wondering if Karma really comes around, well I feel that somehow it has, 'cause I've got the short end of the stick.
All I know is that in a few years maybe I'll feel like I again have something to show for my life... as it is, I got 1 bedroom, 1 bathroom, and a car. I still own the house, but it isn't "mine" anymore, it doesn't even have the same furniture etc.


I'm rambling on. Never mind me, just your average late night wallow in the pity pool i guess :shrug:


http://youtube.com/watch?v=Yyq35717jfU


THE WALLFLOWERS LYRICS

"I Wish I Felt Nothing"

Say when you're alone
It's better 'cause nobody knows you
When no one's your friend
It's better 'cause nobody leaves you
So you turned your back
On a world that you could never have
'Cause your heart's been cracked
And everyone else's is goin' mad


But I hear voices
And I see colors
But I wish I felt nothing
Then it might be easy for me
Like it is for you

Now all of these people
Come up from deep holes
Pullin' you down
And it's just no use
When all the abuse follows you down
By the morning you've gone
Leavin' me here all alone
Sayin' it's no mystery
I know that nobody here needs me



And I know you believe that you and me don't belong here
And the worst we could do
Is keep trying to pretend we care

[CaliforniaPeggy]

1. My dear Southpawkicker...

Ah, sweetie...

I know you're in pain...

Remember...if you close yourself off to the pain, then you also close yourself off to the joy...

I've had plenty of pain, but I accept it as the price I pay for the joy in my life...

Now, I'll go listen to the song...

:hug:

[SPKrazy]

3. thanks Peg

the price we pay

I don't understand how some people go through life and seem to have no feelings about things, and go on about life... but then they also vote Republican and that would be worse than anything I can imagine myself.

:hug:

[RevolutionaryActs]

2. .

:hug::loveya:

[SPKrazy]

4. .

thanks sweetie

:hug:

:loveya:

you've been constant in the lounge... one of the first if not the first people i met in the lounge...

who knew you were so insane though :P j/k

[RevolutionaryActs]

5. It's all part of my ploy

To um... do something... yeah.

[SPKrazy]

8. very scary

you are

[RevolutionaryActs]

10. Yoda, you sound like.

;)


Edited to add:

[SPKrazy]

11. the force is very strong in this one

:eyes:

we just aren't sure what force it is :rofl:

;)

[RevolutionaryActs]

13. I know what force it is, go look at my edit!

:P

[SPKrazy]

17. ROFL

:rofl: :rofl:

thanks

:loveya:

[RevolutionaryActs]

21. Bet ya didn't know Yoda could move like dat?

:rofl:



:loveya:

[SPKrazy]

22. hey i believe

the force is very powerful

even yoda can move to the beat :rofl:

;)

:hug:

[SallyMander]

6. Some people are just better at hiding it

Making it look easy


:hug: :hug: :hug:

[SPKrazy]

7. maybe...

but then again there IS a reason i moved out

:hug: :hug: :hug: back at ya!

[SallyMander]

9. You are a sweetie SPK

Don't you forget it.

:yourock:


:hug:

[SPKrazy]

12. thanks sally

mander

your mander must get hungry walking all the time :D

[Gonzo Gardener]

14. Hey buddy...

feel this...:hug:

[SPKrazy]

16. thanks meanie

:hug:

i feel it :hi:

[Gonzo Gardener]

18. Hey, not THAT!

:rofl:

[SPKrazy]

20. no you PEV

not that :rofl:

[Dr. Strange]

15. I love an emperor with feelings!

:pals:

And of all the emperors we've had, you're still the tops!

[SPKrazy]

19. well i guess feelings are what i got

so thanks

:pals:

[Inchworm]

23. I hate being human

cause noone else is.

I just make an ass out of myself for caring. IMO, Karma is a freakin joke.

jest sayin...

:hi:

:pals: