Nightmares last night.

[lizziegrace]

and I haven't had any in a long time. I dreamed Lelapin and I went away for a few days and when I returned (she wasn't with me), my house was gone. My old house. The one my ex and I owned in Columbus. The neighborhood had been reduced to a flat field. No curbs, no streets, no signs. Everything I owned was gone. A loophole in a law allowed a developer to take it and all the other homes that had stood for over 50 years.

I'm still rattled. I need to shake this...

[Haole Girl]

1. Nightmares suck

:hug:

I had a nice dream, last night. But I won't get your thread locked! :hi:

[lizziegrace]

3. Hehe...

I've had a few of those. ;)

Didn't post them for the same reason.

[fizzgig]

2. it's so hard to shake those feelings

i hope it passes soon :hug:

[lizziegrace]

4. There's a lot going on in my life

most of the symbolism is obvious, but I have no idea how all this will play out. I know how I *want* it to, but...

Maybe it shouldn't pass too quickly. It gives me incentive to take care of a few things...

:hug:

[LynzM]

5. Hugs, dude...

:hug: Like you said, there's a lot of change going on in your life right now... still sucks when your brain takes it out in scary ways, though! :hug:

[lizziegrace]

6. Thanks

change seems to be in the air all over...

:hug:

My change involves a huge leap of faith, even bigger than my last one. Keep me in your thoughts.

(An old friend called me a free spirit. Funny, I've never seen myself that way...)

[otherlander]

7. I had a dream

that I was walking down the street and found a badger on the sidewalk with its two front legs cut off. So I went into a local bookstore and asked the owner what to do. He gave me a laundry basket. So I went back and put the badger and its cut off legs in the laundry basket and carried it to the animal hospital. And when I got there they told me I had cancer in my left knee and my stomach and I was going to die soon.

What the fuck?

[lizziegrace]

8. whoa...

:hug:

[av8rdave]

9. I hate dreams like that....

Every now and then, I'll have one so vivid that I wake up and it takes a few minutes to convince myself that it was just a dream.

This sounds like a setup to a bad joke, but about a year ago I had a VERY real dream in which I was still married to my ex. (It was NOT a good dream). It took over an hour for me to calm down and shake it.

[lizziegrace]

10. Shudder...

I've had the ex dream. Scared me bad...

Mine was definitely a reminder of what was lost, what I could lose and how little control I have over life. x(

[av8rdave]

11. Perhaps all the storm damage in Ohio last week "seeded" that dream

Glad it was just a dream!

[lizziegrace]

12. Me too!

:)