If any of you are my secret Santa...

[LuckyTheDog]

I'll take the Camaro in any color. I'm not going to be picky.

[LynneSin]

1. Here you go - Merry Xmas. I'm glad you weren't concerned about the paint color

I figured I'd get you this since well, first I can afford it and second you can help promote DARE

[RandomThoughts]

2. I know that doctrine.

People are cars, the spirit is the driver.

It goes with the concept that the conscious mind acts after the fact, and only explains to a person what the spirit does.

So if you start to go to pick something up. Your conscious mind formulates a reason, when that reason is an explanation for what your spirit wanted to do, not an actual reason, but an explanation.

So everything we think we do, is really rationalization for what are innerself does.


So I figured get to know my inner self so we could chat on what I should be doing and why, and found that there is more then one source, and some want for themselves, and some are sharing and caring, the Gould and Tokra.

But then I found that all the stuff about the Tokra being the insurgence and weaker was comming from the Gould.

So that led to concepts of light and transparency.


But here is the thing, am I the car or the driver, since I can think as either and both at the same time. Is it that getting to know the driver is getting to know yourself, or the part of you that is part of everything. Then the car part fades away and you take the driver seat. But at the same time, there is no way I would put someone in the backseat. So the thing that wants to be the driver, I try to find consensus with and find an argument to as why, till a resolution of what is best, and workable appears, then the car and driver become one. That is the cleaning thing that is that feeling.

The things that want to be drivers for self, they can not argue there point, but they have a point if they are discarded completely, can I make that same argument to be the only driver? And at some point their is an integration where the same thoughts of better with balance occurs.

Since neither can be the driver, they have to become the same on thought, which is discussion on best ideas that can be thought on, which really seems like the cleaning part, then a point occurs where they are no longer in contention or disagreement, but together moving the same direction.

Although that is also a freeing, since neither the driver nor the car argues about it when it makes sense and becomes the same decision. Like they disappear or leave, but stay and don't leave, and are also always with you, like in the song about 'travel to different lands, but we will always be together' That is leaving and staying at the same time.

That is also about drawing the line, what is acceptable and what is not, and ideas on not doing something because you are told, even if part of you tells you to do it. Since if you think and feel on it you can keep to what you believe is better, but still learning many things.

Oh and I am still due beer and travel money.