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I was still teaching, had not yet retired. Jeb was governor, and I was finding myself rapidly out of sync with most everyone around me. In part it was that the right wing was really starting to show its true colors here.....like mothers coming into class to be sure we had no Halloween decorations. (Only I did not know what was going on.)
A change in school atmosphere was taking hold. Almost punitive in nature with a new principal. The assistant principal was great but had his hands tied. The boss was the boss, you read from the Core Knowledge script, you read from the teachers' manual verbatim.
Everyone loved Jeb's new ideas for schools, even though they did not even begin to understand them. It was because all around me were Republicans, almost every single teacher. I had never even thought about it, it just did not matter. But when Jeb came it started to matter because there was divisiveness. Vague, hard to define. I kept my mouth shut as a Democrat, and only later did I find there was one other who was. We were cowardly because it was easier than arguing.
Ok, now to the morning I realized the change. We were having one of our regular teachers breakfasts before school one morning. The assistant principal started laughing about something on Imus. I was really not paying attention because I had never seen the show.
He said he did not care what anyone said, Imus was one funny guy. The others all laughed at the event (can't remember)....turns out they turned on his show as well in the mornings.
The next day I decided to watch it since these folks I worked with gave it such high recommendation. I realized that funny to them was not funny to me. It did not matter that they liked different stuff on TV, but some of the things they were laughing about were truly offensive and showed prejudice. I don't remember what was on the show, just that I had a feeling of being turned off by many of the remarks. I never said anything, but they just kept on talking about him over coffee and doughnuts and sometimes even at lunch.
That was about the time there began to be only very right wing radio in our area. I did not know that either because I only listened to music on the car radio on the way to school. So it all slipped up on me that things were different, and I did not know what it was then. I just did not belong.
After Little Boots came into power 2 years after Jeb, I was figuring it out. It was not being a Democrat, not really. It was really that one of the most intense of the fundamentalist movements was starting right in our area of Florida. Al Mohler came from our county, the one who is head of the Southern Baptist Seminary. Others from here were also in that movement that hijacked the church right out from under us while we were unaware.
It was not politics, it was a narrow ideology taking hold.
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