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the beginning...
I thought he was a little too green, a little too flash in the pan...
I felt a lot of people were projecting their own feelings on to the junior senator from Illinois.
To be honest, I thought John Edwards was the best person in the pack followed by Hillary Clinton and then Joe Biden.
I considered senator Obama as not yet ready for prime time.
Even though he was given the keynote speaker slot at the 2004 convention, I felt that he was very light on the experience side.
I want to come clean.
I voted for Senator Clinton here in Ohio even though I knew senator Obama was going to ultimately win the nomination.
I felt that I owed her my vote for all the hard work she had done and all the gruff she had taken from the press and the Republican Party.
She was vilified like no other political figure I can remember.
I truly believed she would have been an effective, pragmatic leader, which of course would have been a welcomed relief after the Hole in the Head Gang that had taken up residence in the White House...
Still, after the convention, I was what I always am, a loyal democrat. Not so much anymore for what we stand for but more, sadly, for what we do not stand for, for what the leaders of our party decide is not worth fighting over...
I will still support president Obama because he is our party's president. And if history teaches us anything it shows us that more often than not, a strong opponent in the primary does not make for a stronger candidate in November.
But the problem I am having is defining what differentiates a democrat from a republican. I know there are certain things that a democratic president just will not do such as capitulate and compromise on labor or women’s or civil rights.
Right?
I always felt that our side was a little more about principle than the other guys, that there were just some issues that deserved to be placed above the ambitions of any given person.
I guessed wrong.
Several Dem's in the senate proved that fairly clearly during the last two years, that reelection was more important than principle.
I just did not think that a supposed idealist like president Obama would view his historic presidency as a job and not a calling.
But then again, what did we really know about Barack Obama before he burst on the scene at the 2004 convention?
I think the great expectations many had for then senator Obama were fueled by the many disappointments our party has suffered over the last three decades.
Be that as it may, I guess my immunity to deep cynicism has been overcome by a wave of pragmatic and frankly, callow behavior of the people supposedly running the party, our party.
The Best and the Brightest, Camelot, two terms thrown around about another bolt of lightning. For better or worse, JFK and his cabal defined a generation, made us strive for great things together.
Maybe we wanted so much for that once in a lifetime moment to be fueled by Barack Obama.
But is seems to me what we got from the expectations was the mediocre and the dim.
I hope this is just a rough spot. I hope all the tinkering around the edges turn out to be really good stuff for the people but I have my doubts.
Bold oratory does not always translate into bold governance.
The excuses being made by this administration and this administration's supporters just reinforces my first opinion of senator Obama.
Maybe there just isn't any there there.
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