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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsI am 72, my father died in June 1960.
He was 50, I was 10. The only grandfather I knew had died when I was 8. I was his favorite.
We did not have children....I do not have many memories of my father...one picture of the two of us. I was the third child...photos were not as frequent. My father worked several jobs to provide for us.
I hate Father's Day. Interestingly...our mother died 31 years later, my sister hate's Mother's Day. I have more memories so it is not so hard. She was 16 when Daddy died...she has more memories.
gopiscrap
(23,758 posts)my biological father died before my birth and the man who adopted me and I knew as "dad" died a week before Christmas when I was 7 years old as a result of the Vietnam War
TNNurse
(6,926 posts)When people ask what it was like growing up without my father.
My mother was 46, she never remarried.
gopiscrap
(23,758 posts)mine didn't either
LuckyCharms
(17,425 posts)I don't like Father's Day either.
I'm 63, father died in 1970 when I was 11.
Father-in-Law died exactly 39 years later, to the same calendar day, that my father did, with just me in the room.
pwb
(11,261 posts)who has lost a child.
TNNurse
(6,926 posts)Arkansas Granny
(31,515 posts)purr-rat beauty
(543 posts)It's been hard celebrating imaginging her father's pain. He was so kind and at her wake he remembered me from over 30 years ago when i dated his daughter.She was only 44.
My atepdad who adopted me died 13 yea4s ago
I have no connection with my biological dad
My wife is also estranged from hers
I love my kids but sadly it doesn't strike me as a day to celebrate right now
Karadeniz
(22,513 posts)JanMichael
(24,885 posts)"Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way."
Mr.Bill
(24,284 posts)I just didn't always realize it at the time.
mgardener
(1,816 posts)He was 39, killed in a plane crash
Sister and I hated Father's Day, my mother would sit and cry for most of the day.
She was 8. I have more memories of my dad then she does.
Having kids and now a grandson made it a nice holiday for me again.
I did think about my dad today.
JI7
(89,248 posts)both parents into adulthood.
But I do think of those that lost them including parents that lost kids.
And then there are the ones with shitty parents.
It's also hurtful for those that recently lost parents or kids.
And now with social media everyone posting pics can make it more difficult for some.
deurbano
(2,895 posts)to tick the box of "celebrating" those days, but it was extremely challenging to find relevant greeting cards! They had to be funny or very impersonal. Now I send my mom flowers with the card from the florist just saying "Happy Mother's Day, Nana! Love, [the names of our nuclear family]"
Meowmee
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It is very painful and I cant remember now what I got him last year, it was not the same because he was very ill and destroyed after covid. I think it may always be painful now, this country and the hospital murdered him and he died 10 months after, being tortured for the entire time.
My mother died 30 years before him, also with trauma, and I have never celebrated Mothers Day since then. Before she died the last mothers day I gave her some diamond earrings. Later when I had had a car accident I needed to have someone help clean- they stole those earrings. I dont remember what I felt like the first Mothers Day I think it was painful but then in time I just didnt think about it as much except I feel that I dont have my mother anymore. But my father did start giving me Mothers Day cards because I am a mom to my cats.
MLAA
(17,288 posts)Meowmee
(5,164 posts)I guess I should give myself a mothers day card now 😹
Historic NY
(37,449 posts)and aunt who took us in a few years later. Had a witch of a stepmother that we (twin) left home from shortly after my fathers death. We never looked back. I only wish we had more time together. I lost my twin back in 2017, was adrift for sometime but on the rebound again.
Skittles
(153,158 posts)hoping you are doing well
70sEraVet
(3,495 posts)I always call my uncle ( just as I call my aunt on mother's day), because they have always been there for me since I was a troubled teenager. But for me its mostly a chance to connect with my kids, who are busy with jobs and families of their own. My oldest daughter promises to take me to a seafood restaurant next weekend, and I told her that I would wear a hardhat (she attacks crab legs like Marines taking Iwo Jima)!
I had posted something earlier today on another site:
"My greatest gift on Father's Day, is that my sons have grown to be great fathers to their own kids (and that my daughters have grown to be great moms to theirs)."
PoindexterOglethorpe
(25,853 posts)Mom moved the five kids still at home (oldest brother was off in the army) from northern NYS to Tucson, AZ. She was a nurse, and knew she could get work no matter where we went. We were desperately poor those early years, and whenever I earned baby-sitting money, I spent it on groceries.
Anyway, and here's a heads-up to something quite amusing. One year we, Mom my two sisters, and I, were in a store or mall and there were all kinds of Father's Day displays. Mom said, "I think you kids need to get me something for Father's Day, because I've been mother and father both to you." Trust me, she said it very light-heartedly. She knew she'd made the right decision to relocate us, and when I was eventually a mother myself, with two young children, married to a good man, I finally had a better understanding of how hard it must have been for her.
My mom was always a role model for me.
I am sorry my dad wasn't a better dad.
FakeNoose
(32,634 posts)I totally understand. Losing a parent is the hardest thing a kid can do, because we lack the understanding and perspective that we get later as adults. I guess this is part of being human, because we've all experienced loss at one time or another. Some families are closer than others, and some families keep secrets from the children because they think the kids can't handle the truth.
I'm sorry for your losses and I hope you can find solace in your memories of happier times.
Skittles
(153,158 posts)my dad shot himself in the head, lived for six days, the third day was my birthday - he was 50
but I am happy for all the people celebrating their dads today - yes indeed
NCLefty
(3,678 posts)And I did. 😁
As for Mother's/Father's day, just remember they are recent inventions and humanity's parents did fine during all the centuries without them.