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Magoo48

(6,721 posts)
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 08:53 AM Apr 2025

My heart is on fire to Rebel. I want to go into the mountains, find the camp, and join my compadres. Yet...

here I am sitting and pecking out this bit of frustration. I am now the average age at which men die in the United States. My wife has dementia and needs my assistance, and I take enough pills every day that would constitute a meal in some parts of the world. Watching our government crumble before the abuse of fascism while not being able to respond in the way I yearn to is hard to stomach. The checks and balances are gone. The Supreme Court is a withering, vestigial structure, and Congress is much more than less meek and Idol. I know that we the American grassroots are the real check and balance, and the realization is, I cannot do the things that I desire to do to fulfill my part in resisting this atrocity.
I want to lash out: where are the high school students, where are the college students, where are they strong, young, vibrant American workers? What hell is everybody doing? fight goddamnit.
What I’m truly lashing out at is my own inability to participate in resisting at a level I feel appropriate. Acceptance is a bitch.

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My heart is on fire to Rebel. I want to go into the mountains, find the camp, and join my compadres. Yet... (Original Post) Magoo48 Apr 2025 OP
i've waited my entire life for the revolution rampartd Apr 2025 #1
Yep. Same here. OldBaldy1701E Apr 2025 #10
Yes! Why have so many people folded like lawn chairs? Irish_Dem Apr 2025 #2
Fear and/or they actually, at core, agree with christofash white nationalism Celerity Apr 2025 #5
We're all doing what we can. That's what counts. Every chip makes a difference. marble falls Apr 2025 #3
Right blubunyip Apr 2025 #19
Take care of you and yours GusBob Apr 2025 #4
I too WmChris Apr 2025 #6
I always wonder what it was... Escape Apr 2025 #7
My feelings exactly BonnieJW Apr 2025 #9
Couldn't agree more.. mountain grammy Apr 2025 #11
I'm guessing that 29 years of carefully manipulated lies... Escape Apr 2025 #16
Indeed. The icing on the cake. mountain grammy Apr 2025 #17
About 5% of the adult population watches Fox News Kaleva Apr 2025 #21
The reason I don't watch Fox News.. Escape Apr 2025 #22
You just admitted it challenges your world view Kaleva Apr 2025 #23
Racism/ undereducation/ constant propaganda La Urraca Apr 2025 #15
I've been to few protests against the iDJT this year Dark n Stormy Knight Apr 2025 #20
I would like to see some more concrete numbers. Prairie_Seagull Apr 2025 #24
Totally! We need some persuasive organizers to Dark n Stormy Knight Apr 2025 #25
They lost their free work force. Bottom line. Aristus Apr 2025 #27
I, too, feel the frustration, wonder why there isn't more noise, more of an uprising. Bumbles Apr 2025 #8
We're watching Netflix. It's said that if Nixon had Fox News, he never would've been impeached. I say if King George III LaMouffette Apr 2025 #12
At my age I don't have that much to lose if... S/V Loner Apr 2025 #13
I hear that. I also don't want my kids and grandkids subjected to this shitshow. Magoo48 Apr 2025 #18
Well, as "Then Came Bronson" used to say: "Hang in there" FailureToCommunicate Apr 2025 #14
FWIW i think you're all wonderful Laurelin Apr 2025 #26

rampartd

(4,632 posts)
1. i've waited my entire life for the revolution
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 09:03 AM
Apr 2025

now i'm too old and sick to be much use in the field.

OldBaldy1701E

(11,142 posts)
10. Yep. Same here.
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 10:34 AM
Apr 2025

And, the new guard won't listen to me, so I am truly impotent towards the oncoming storm.

I took an oath. It hurts to be useless now.

Irish_Dem

(81,266 posts)
2. Yes! Why have so many people folded like lawn chairs?
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 09:04 AM
Apr 2025

And grovel and kiss the ass of a ruthless psychopath fascist leader?
GOP congress, the courts, the supreme court, media and maga cult.
And the DOJ, FBI, DC police, all kinds of federal agents only too happy to be Trump's gestapo.

I don't get it either.

Celerity

(54,408 posts)
5. Fear and/or they actually, at core, agree with christofash white nationalism
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 09:34 AM
Apr 2025

Massive damage has already been down and will continue to be done. Much of it will take decades to repair, if it can actually be repaired at all.

Also, millions will die prematurely, especially if/when they destroy Social Security, Medicare, Medicaid, etc.

Deep down, I wager, Trump is yearning for a violent response to that, as then he can declare martial law and go full, open, no more mask dictator.

GusBob

(8,249 posts)
4. Take care of you and yours
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 09:13 AM
Apr 2025

And read For Whom The Bell Tolls Boy that was frustrating for Robert Jordan, hey
Armed Revolutions are a thing of the past especially in the first world

We got taken over the modern way, by social media

The next revolution will be digital

WmChris

(741 posts)
6. I too
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 09:35 AM
Apr 2025

I also feel the frustration of being to old and infirm to physically engage. I do however have the ability to write, email, and call my elected officials. Letters to the editor are also at my disposal. I have noticed that there are many more letters crying out against the atrocious dismantling of our democracy joining my meager contributions. This local editorial page was dominated by MAGATS for a while but, the tide is turning for now. Keep on keepin on the resistance is growing.

Escape

(469 posts)
7. I always wonder what it was...
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 09:42 AM
Apr 2025

before the Trump Revolution, that was so horrible for people on the Right?

Was it having a Black president? Was it gay people and foreigners being treated as equals? Was it being corrected or criticized for their racist opinions? Was it having to be exposed to other religions, other languages, other cultures?

What was such an overwhelming impediment to their collective happiness, that caused them to be willing to dismiss and destroy every good and decent thing about the United States that had been in place for more than 200 years?

I don't get it.





BonnieJW

(3,124 posts)
9. My feelings exactly
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 10:12 AM
Apr 2025

We have come so far to just lose it all. The GOP will be forever reviled, no matter what happens. There are former friends I no longer engage with, except to politely say hello. Two of them moved out of the neighborhood because they were shunned. Being a trump supporter has become social leprosy.

Now all of us live in fear and maybe will become misery, and why? I will never understand how anyone thought another trump experience would be better than what we had

mountain grammy

(29,035 posts)
11. Couldn't agree more..
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 10:35 AM
Apr 2025

but the propaganda has been strong since before I was born.. I think of Father Coughlin and Charles LIndbergh and all the white supremacy that's ruled us for so long. It' doesn't want to die.

Escape

(469 posts)
16. I'm guessing that 29 years of carefully manipulated lies...
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 11:54 AM
Apr 2025

from FOX NEWS, had something to do with it.

Kaleva

(40,365 posts)
21. About 5% of the adult population watches Fox News
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 04:59 AM
Apr 2025

People watch that which supports their already formed world view. We here at DU don't watch Fox News because what they put out challenges our world view and we reject it.

Escape

(469 posts)
22. The reason I don't watch Fox News..
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 09:55 AM
Apr 2025

is not because it challenges my "world view". I don't watch it because it is propaganda, distortions, lies, obfuscations, gas lighting and conspiracy theories.





La Urraca

(16 posts)
15. Racism/ undereducation/ constant propaganda
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 11:41 AM
Apr 2025

Great comment .
I was so happy when Obama was elected, I thought we were finally moving past racism .
Whew... I was so wrong...
it whipped the racists up into a crazed, resentful frenzy .
Plus the constant right wing drum beating lies to an uneducated populous ...
Many more factors , which you all know .
A great tragedy for us and our ( now maybe lost) Republic 💔
I am now old, but still willing to mount the barricades .

Dark n Stormy Knight

(10,484 posts)
20. I've been to few protests against the iDJT this year
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 04:01 AM
Apr 2025

and I finally concluded last week that all were at least 85% boomers.

Many of the young actually believe the "both sides" BS. No difference between Dems & Rs. A few Gen Xers & Zs on Reddit recently said, "Yeah we see all the yelling between you guys (Ds & Rs) and we just laugh." The three of my neices I most expected would naturally become Dems (their mom & I took them to the 1st Obama inauguration!) didn't even vote last year.

Their knowledge of history and view of the world is now so far from mine I can't even begin to understand how they don't see this as a potentially tragic moment for our country if we all don't rise up against it.

To them we're a racist misogynistic, politically corrupt country, so what's to save?, I guess.

It's so utterly confusing & depressing.

Prairie_Seagull

(4,689 posts)
24. I would like to see some more concrete numbers.
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 10:37 AM
Apr 2025

I went the the Portland Or. march and yes boomers were in greater number but was surprised to find many younger folks. Est. 70/30% Still way to low but not nothing. Their energy was uplifting for those of us with bad bits. We need their energy and Ideas.

I believe Beyonce and Taylor Swift along with other Mega stars could be of great help.

For the movement to take it's next logical step, we will need them.

IMO

Dark n Stormy Knight

(10,484 posts)
25. Totally! We need some persuasive organizers to
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 12:34 PM
Apr 2025

mobilize gens X & Z. They need to see it's not just "boomers" fighting. Boomers on whom many put the blame for today's problems.

My parents & other boomers were living their lives, refusing to condone white supremecist groups & actions they were seeing, but also just living, often in the burbs. They were going to college raising famIlies, etc.They didn't feel the urgency to make activism the main focus of their lives. They were doing all they knew to help.

All these youngsters today think they would've been done better, but been more woke, etc., but I doubt it. Most people were just working on keeping their families functioning.

My parents both came from very racist, and bigoted families. It took a lot for them. Not to go along with that, but to vote for politicians who promised to improve things. To not use racial slurs in the home.

Now they're just lumped in with the RW boomer who actively worked to eneact & uphold segregation. Its frustrating for them.

Aristus

(72,187 posts)
27. They lost their free work force. Bottom line.
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 01:36 PM
Apr 2025

As long as chattel slavery existed, these vile, horrible people were able to convince themselves and others that they treated their human “property” “like family”, while still insisting that they themselves were superior to those they kept in bondage.

Once slavery was abolished, the paternalistic mask got ripped away, and they started lynching their former “family” for the crime of insisting that their human rights be respected. That’s it. Every right-wing pushback against social progress since then has just been one massive, murderous, screaming hissy-fit because they lost their free labor force, men they could whip, women they could rape, and children they could sell with impunity.

Call them rednecks, hillbillies, clodhoppers, swamp-swimmers, or any other name in the book, they will wear them as badges of pride. Take away their free work force, and they go berserk.

Bumbles

(439 posts)
8. I, too, feel the frustration, wonder why there isn't more noise, more of an uprising.
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 10:11 AM
Apr 2025

Or, is there but it's not being reported or being relegated to the back pages. Are we, in this digital age, too easily distracted and manipulated? During the Viet Nam War protests, colleges were generally the pivot from which uprisings often happened. Perhaps we're too dispersed to be able to coalesce as we did then.

We may not be able to bring our bodies to anything more than rallies, but that's not nothing. And we can bring experience and wisdom, we can write letters, we can question and perhaps bring pause even to those on the right. It's easy to see only the dark, but we can't give up. Though Pollyanna-ish, I'm hoping for a reawakening and a recognition among those still not "woke" about what we may lose forever.

LaMouffette

(2,640 posts)
12. We're watching Netflix. It's said that if Nixon had Fox News, he never would've been impeached. I say if King George III
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 10:40 AM
Apr 2025

had had Fox News AND Netflix, YouTube, Instagram, Tiktok, and all the other mind-numbing media, there never would have been an American Revolution.

On the other hand, the recent massive protests all around the country, even Alaska!, prove that if you piss people off enough, they do, indeed, take action. That is what keeps me from despairing these days.

S/V Loner

(9,545 posts)
13. At my age I don't have that much to lose if...
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 11:26 AM
Apr 2025

I thought it would make a “significant” difference.

FailureToCommunicate

(14,605 posts)
14. Well, as "Then Came Bronson" used to say: "Hang in there"
Sat Apr 12, 2025, 11:26 AM
Apr 2025

I'm likely your age as well, and am trying to stay fit enough to man any battlements that arise to fight whatever is likely to present as our foe. I made it though many demonstrations, tear gassings and arrests back in the 60's, and I'm smarter now, but no less angry. More so, but, yes, like you I am greatly discouraged by the apparent apathy or impotence, or distractions, of this generation.
The recent rallies felt good, and I hope they did something, but the media is indifferent or emasculated these days, and that doesn't help.
Hang in there.

Laurelin

(897 posts)
26. FWIW i think you're all wonderful
Sun Apr 13, 2025, 01:19 PM
Apr 2025

We are all doing what we can, and I don't think I would be able to do my small part without all of you. You keep me informed and inspired and help give me the strength to keep doing my part, which also seems like not enough.
Than you all and thanks DU.

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