I can't handle anymore deaths

[rbrnmw]

Since August of 2012 I been beset with misfortune I fell off a ladder my Uncle died 4 days later My parents couldn't afford a burial we had to cremate him which he always said he didn't want January, 3, 2013 my 44 year old cousin dies from diabetes and a heart attack March 13, 2013 my dad passes 10 days after being diagnosed with cancer, April 2013 Mom is admitted to ICU with pneumonia and has had a small stroke. June 2013 I am admitted to the James Cancer Center with possible Ovarian Cancer, I have complete hysterectomy on June 24. July 13 2013 My mother has a massive heart attack I pull her off the bed to do CPR she dies hours later at the hospital. August 25 2013 my Aunt passes from cancer. Now I am being told I need more tests because I am still bleeding from a hysterectomy and my CA 125 is slightly elevated. I am losing my husband to another woman though he doesn't know I know about cause he just leaves without telling me most of the time so now I am dealing with that She called for him I answered his "work" phone not knowing. We have 4 kids I am being evicted because SSD has not come through and my husband barely makes enough to pay all the bills. I need my DU friends now more than ever I need a shoulder to cry on that isn't family they too have been through enough this year.

[In_The_Wind]

1. Hey

[NYC_SKP]

2. We are always here for you.

I hope help for you and the kids comes very soon.

[rbrnmw]

3. I am on effexor but the counseling

center can't see me until October unless I am suicidal which I am not I could not even think about doing that to my kids.

[irisblue]

7. you mentioned the James (Cancer Center?)

if you are in Franklin County, or near Columbus Ohio call Netcare 614-276-CARE(2273). There is emergency care 27/7/365.

[redwitch]

4. Oh my, that IS too much.

I hope you can get the financial assistance you need to stay in your home and that you have actual shoulders to cry on and not just our virtual ones. Someone is always here to listen, usually lots of someones. I send you loving energy my friend.

[Duer 157099]

5. That is a whole lotta bad stuff at once

I've had strings like that, but never to that extent. I don't even know what to say because there's nothing to say other than I feel your pain.

[LiberalEsto]

6. That is way too much of a load...

I hope things get better from here on...
and we're with you

[RebelOne]

8. That is really too much to handle within a year.

But you seem to be coping with it. I don't know that I could. Good luck. I hope circumstances improve soon.

[bluesbassman]

9. That's a lot to bear rbrnmw. Vibes for strength and wisdom going out too you.

The best advice I can offer is to try and focus on one thing at a time, your own health being the most important.

[LeftofObama]

10. We'll always be here for you.

[B Calm]

11. That's too much stress for you to handle. We're here for you, but

you should seek professional help for stress.

[MiddleFingerMom]

12. If your hysterectomy was done with robotic surgery, see an attorney.

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[Ahpook]

13. I know its tough

I lost four brothers, my wife, grandparents, stepfather, my beloved Labrador and my cousin to suicide in a 4 year span. If the phone rang I would break out in tears thinking more shit had happened.

I honestly numbed myself with drugs of any kind and booze for a couple years. Bad mistake cause when you finally clean out, the real pain starts.

Stay strong and healthy

[graywarrior]

14. .

[riderinthestorm]

15. What is your wishadoo name and can you link for donations?

I know One Grass Root has you on her donation page...

Please let people financially help you AND give you a shoulder to lean on...

[rbrnmw]

16. rbrnmw same as here

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my name is Robin

http://www.wishadoo.org/rbrnmw/

[SammyWinstonJack]

17. Oh my..