Death by Prostate Cancer.
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Russ, a member of our group of musician friends, died yesterday of prostate cancer. He'd been battling it for a while. Neither my husband nor I were especially close to him in real life, but knew he was an excellent player and got to know him over the past couple of years through Facebook. We learned he was a very intelligent super-Democrat with a great sense of humor.
He was also one of the men who helped my husband deal with the shock when he was diagnosed with a very aggressive case of prostate cancer three years ago.
In addition to talking one-on-one with my husband about it, Russ frequently posted about his condition, and treatments and their success or lack thereof.
A month or so ago, he'd said his PSA had suddenly shot up & that more intense chemo treatments were being initiated. Then we didn't hear any more...until friends began sharing that he'd been in hospice for less than a week and had just died.
So sad. I guess it just seems like it's always the good ones we lose, but it sure does feel that way.
My husband has been through surgery, radiation, and ADT. His cancer is considered oleometastatic, meaning it has metastasized, but only to one known spot near to where it began.
He is now in his fifth month off the meds that were suppressing the male hormones the cancer feeds on. Supposedly, in time, this type of cancer will almost always reassert itself. Every three months he gets checked to see if his PSA has risen. The next test is in three weeks.
We both took the news of Russ's death pretty hard, thinking of the difficulties he endured and of his close friends & family, as well as of my husband's condition.
I believe I worry more about his illness than he does, but I've come a long way from the first 3 months when I cried nearly all day every day. Sometimes now a few days can go by when I don't even think about it. But neither of us have been able to forget about it for the past couple days and I suspect it will continue to be a very conscious, present worry for the next couple of weeks, at least.
Oh, and then there's that suspicious lesion they just found on my lung. Wait a year and check back the pulmonologist said. I think I'm going to need a second opinion.
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I wish you the best. Hang in there.
I have breast cancer (I am the 5th breast cancer in 4 generations). I hate Pinktober - and both the commercialization of breast cancer - AND - the boost which makes breast cancer, and no other cancers, a national tragedy. (None of my ancestors with breast cancer have died from it, and my mother (the one with two distinct kinds of breast cancer) is 92 with no evidence of disease - a status I share).
I also have sarcoma - a much more aggressive cancer, with a (general) fatality rate near 50%. (My personal stats indicate I have a very good chance of dying with - but not from - sarcoma.)
So neither of these are pity parties for me - but I have been through both.
Let me tell you three of the differences:
1. Reconstructive surgery
I had a small lump in my right breast. Removing it and the surrounding tissue left a scar visible to my spouse and no one else - even when I wear a swimsuit. The surgeon's skill in sculpting as she removed it meant there is no visible profile distinction between my breasts. Despite this, had I chosen to - I could have had reconstructive surgery on BOTH breasts - including augmentation to whatever size I wanted to be - and insurance would have had to cover it as medically necessary.
I had a similar sized sarcoma tumor on my right forearm. The surgical site is visible to everyone (not just my spouse) unless I choose to wear long sleeves all the time. I have a second rectangular scar on my thigh where they took the skin for the necessary skin graft. Again, visible to everyone (although less so, except when I am wearing a swim suit). To ensure the aggressive cancer did not regrow locally and spread, they had to remove all of the fat, and a little of the muscle, for a full cm around the tumor - and close it with a skin graft. That makes the scar very visible. If I want reconstructive surgery on my much more disfigured arm - visible to everyone - it is considered cosmetic (and I must pay for it entirely out of pocket).
The difference: The breast cancer lobby which obtained a "medically necessary" classification for cosmetic surgery in the wake of breast cancer, but not for cosmetic surgery in the wake of disfiguring surgery for any other cancer. And - as a bonus tied to sexualization of women's bodies - insurance is not required to cover what is known as aesthetic flat closure following breast cancer - surgery which rebuilds the chest wall so that complete removal of breasts is flat but aesthetically pleasing without requiring the creation of a fake breast.
2. Treatment
There's a whole lot more funding to find a cure for this national tragedy of breast cancer. Rapid advances are being made on a regular basis into the diagnosis, treatment, and cure for breast cancer. Sarcoma? Not so much. Admittedly, this is not only due to the additional funding breast cancer gets because it is "sexy" (not limited to the body part impacted, but to the glamour associated with having lots of celebrity endorsements, pinktober, etc) but also because there are a lot more patients with breast cancer. Rare disesases need more funding relative to the number impacted by the disease - not less - because treating our diseases will never be profitable to those doing the research.
3. Extras
A breast cancer diagnosis comes with lots of free goodies to make our journey more comfortable. Jewelry, massages, counseling, alternative medicine freebies. In-person support groups for yourself, friends, and family. People donate stuff to help the visible diseases.
A sarcoma diagnosis comes with none of this. 3.5 years post-diagnosis (end of the month) I will meet the first group of people I have met in person with the same disease I have. I have never been offered anything free-of-charge to make my journey easier. (And - I wouldn't have even though to have expected it - but for my experience with breast cancer.)
I see the same thing repeated with insulin. My daughter's annual billed care for her medical care tops $200,000 each and every year. About half of that is medication. Insulin has a "sexy" story tied to it - even though it is true only in rough outlines. (The insulin closest to the patented insulin (donated to the public) is still available very cheaply. The insulin with an exorbitant price tag is not - and never was - covered by the patent. It is entirely different. But most people believe that drug companies are profiting off of a patent dedicated to the public - leading to a cap on monthly insulin expenses. But not to a cap on medication for others with chronic illnesses that don't have the PR of insulin. I just had this conversation with my money guy - whose wife has T1 diabetes. He had no idea he was talking to someone whose daughter's drug costs far exceeded his wife's - who got no relief from the capping of his wife's expenses (and, in reality, was probably hurt by it - anytime a big player's voice is silenced (by being appeased) it means that voice is no longer raised for the general problem - since they no longer have the personal need to speak up - making it harder to craft general solutions - as opposed to one-off ones like those crafted for breast cancer and insulin-dependent diabetics.)
Obviously - the special treatment of some diseases at the expense of others is a sore point for me.
