i really cannot get my head around, a man. a man on du,... telling me he wanted me raped.

he wants me raped.
he wants me to choke on cum.
he wants me on all four.
big * cock shoved in mouth

*right here i ask, respectfully. this is what was told to me, on du. it still sits there in transparency for all to see and read. how a man. on du. says he wants me raped. (does he want to rape, i ask?). wants me to choke on cum. wants me on all four. wants a cock shoved in my mouth. now jury. it sits there, for all to read. surely, as the person that actually experienced this, surely as a feminist, in a feminist group, discussing the topic of a man on du wanting me raped, on all fours....

surely i can discuss this in History of Feminism in the crude, vulgar, offensive, filth. surely... i do not have to soften this filth. i do not have to soften the discussion. i do not have to soften.... my fuckin voice)

because i was told, by a man on du. he wants me raped.

i have thought about this the last couple days.

already. a woman has gotten a post hidden. for being disgusted there was a poster that said that shit to me.

that says something.

i am not looking at this from an emotional position. i know. that is the first, quickest, laziest go to for anti feminists. i am not looking at this from an emotional position. though.... i certainly feel a hell of a lot, a man on du telling me he wants me to be raped.

i am certainly not coming from the position of religion. prude. yada yada. not having vapors. or fainting on any damn couch. inevitably, my posts are hidden cause i say it the way it is. the reality of it. the actual words.

and THAT..... is offensive.

can you believe.

anyway. a feminist. a woman. older. wiser. ..... two teen boys dealing in this shit. two nieces dealing in this shit.

this shit.

right here.

i am addressing this in a more academic, intellectual manner. you know. using the brain. not the dick, not the gut, not the heart. or bible.

lets see what happens here. i have been on du over a decade. a lot of time. a lot of talking. a lot of listening. those that fight me most talk censorship. freedom of speech.

yet.... lets really see what their demands are. often, it is a ... shut the fuck up. women. we get it all the time. right?

i love it. got this song. "nelson in jail. simpson on the mountain???

didnt give a fuck." it is a song.

i tell you. i am ready to walk. i do not know what i want to do. but... listening to this song. i gotta get up and dance. lol. so leaving it here.

"mohummund ali has won

by a knock down. by a knock down"

i need to find out who wrote it. my son gave me my music. love the song.


point. then i am going for a walk.

i dunno. doesnt it just seem to matter. that we would have a man say this shit. ????

talking about male ego. and how it must be coddled.




lol lol. and on edit.... to clearly say. i need no sympathy or condolences or anything. pffft. some nobody is talking like he is doing a porn shit.

pffft. right? cause it is not like it is not continually in our lives anymore.

just all that this says. after a decade...

this is where we sit.