He loved me...but I had sex with many men...my mother said it killed him...my mother hated me for it
There is no logical connection between your actions and your father's life expectancy.
Your mother is projecting blame. People need someone to blame.
My mother was so disappointed ..my mother never cared about me.
I can prove it in the fact that the ONLY thing I wanted from all the things that my grandmother left was a round chair I wanted because it reminded me of my father.
My mother and I were living together at the time and I sat in that chair..it was the most comfortable chair in the house...
My sister showed up and took that same chair away with my mother's blessing!
My mother loved my son and disliked my sisters kids...she showed up and took my mother away.
...just because you know you're going crazy doesn't mean you can control it (or something to that effect)
I once posted the video here on DU but I can't find it anymore.
A couple of months latter her fingers were cut off...not sure if I did it or my sister out of jealousy?
I was accused by my mother and sister.
There were times people said I did things I have no memory of...and once I decided to get over 'it' once and for all.
I went to a psychiatric clinic and bore my soul....they told me to 'leave and never come back' the problem is...I don't have a memory of what I said..or took place?
It seems to be working out for him.