so im trying to work

Seriously.

but I feel like a lost cause now being 30 and all

But I'm 70. That's life. Enjoy the time you have. Now.

I woke up one day and I’m old! Find your passion..grow it n know it n then put it in your being n love what you can do with it. I only followed that advice half way..do give up pick up n keep going

And keep planning for the future.

I’d have paid more attention to the advice some real smart people gave me. I’d do a couple of things differently instead of learning trial by error. I’d even try to learn a new language. The world is smaller in my future so being bilingual would be a plus.

Sometimes its a curse other times a blessing but always a struggle