I can't imagine how you feel but my heart goes out to you...

I've lost both my parents 15 years apart and still miss them...you get periods of time when you just think it's so unfair but you have to realise that you were lucky to have them and think positively ... I had a dream after my mother passed over that I came home and she was there at the sink washing dishes and I said mum "you can't be here "and she said "no one needs to know" .i don't know what it meant but i always tear up when I remember it. All the best wishes and just remember the good stuff...it gets easier eventually ...I hope you have other family members to make it easier for you....again all the best