After introducing herself as an off-duty police officer and providing her current address, Guyger frantically pleads her innocence by declaring that she thought she was in her own apartment and “shot someone”.

Most disturbingly, instead of immediately expressing remorse for her actions and what had just occurred, she repeatedly laments the fact that she’s “going to lose her job”—something she mentions 19 times over the course of the call before eventually apologizing to Jean.

“I didn’t mean to. I didn’t mean to,” she says at one point. “I didn’t mean to. I’m sorry.”

“Holy shit. I thought it was my apartment. I thought it was my apartment,” she says later in the call. “Holy shit. I thought it was my apartment. Oh my god.”