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10. talk about being triggered

Thu Sep 27, 2018, 08:57 PM

Sep 2018

memory flashes.

A disembodied scream coming from somewhere....oh, that's me.
Me snapping to attention after the beating stopped, as he sat on the floor with his head in my lap crying.
My face bloodied, my pants wet because I lost my bladder during the beating.
Getting up from the chair very cool and collected telling him I need to clean myself up. It's OK, I just need to clean myself up.
Walking out the front door and hoping he doesn't follow.

My parents coming to the hospital to pick me up, walking right past me because he beat me so bad they didn't recognize me.

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Wow. dem4decades Sep 2018 #1

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AMEN!!!! FirstLight Sep 2018 #3

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Oh dear. That is horrible. CottonBear Sep 2018 #13

Hugs recentevents Sep 2018 #14

Thank you. 🙏 CottonBear Sep 2018 #16

Oh I am so sorry.... renate Sep 2018 #18

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Yes. I was sucked in by a psychopathic guy long time ago. BlancheSplanchnik Sep 2018 #11

Yes, poor poor widdle kavanaugh.. Cha Sep 2018 #12

"Deny, attack, become the victim...cry if you are able." FailureToCommunicate Sep 2018 #15

%100 fact Separation Sep 2018 #17

I can identify... SayitAintSo Sep 2018 #19

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