I didn't know this week would have this effect on me. Can anyone relate?

[Texin]

137. Oh, yes. Absolutely. I've never been sexually assaulted. But I was physically abused.

And there's not much difference between the two from a PTSD standpoint. My abuser was a man who so closely physically resembles my former domestic partner and abuser, that it brought back so many emotions and memories that I was disconsolate last night. Thank god for my dear husband now. He's been traveling, but called me last night to talk about what Dr. Ford's testimony and his own galvanized attention to her time on the Senate floor and his feelings about that brought about in him and with the family members he was with at the time. I told him I couldn't even watch that shit weasel afterword deny, deny, deny what she'd said. And I'm grateful I wasn't watching him. I would have curled up into the ball I curled up into after I had to flee (for my very life) one of my former monster partner's violence I did back in the day for about the run of three or four days. I've never been so despondent in my life and, physically, I suffered as well.