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FirstLight

(15,771 posts)
Sat Jul 4, 2020, 05:00 PM Jul 2020

I'm sick, not proud of my "Country" today at ALL [View all]

So much...soooo much...can't even begin to unpack it all in one post.

You know, I stopped doing fireworks and enjoying them a few years ago, even as Obama was in office. It wasn't about him, just the feeling that I could not support the whitewashing of so much history...some of which directly affected me. If my great-grandfather had not survived the Trail of Tears, I wouldn't be here.

But the actions overseas, racial disparity and rampant poverty and elitism...
I couldn't get behind the whole "...and I'm Proud the be an American" song for the billionth time playing to fireworks
(fireworks that also did horrible damage to our local ecosystems)

Today - well I have not been plugged in for obvious reasons, the news of the "two minutes of hatefest" at Rushmore, COVID going crazy EVERYWHERE - as I watch my small town get swarmed by tourists, and continued travesty and injustice on the #BLM front...

So what else do I do? crack a beer at 2pm and try not to cry. Hell, there's people at the beach who are probably more shitfaced than I could be. And none of them are distancing or masked, and many of them are probably Proud Americans, wearing their red, white & blue...

I just can't.

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I hear you. I hear you! dchill Jul 2020 #1
My shame in being American is surpassed only by my desire John Fante Jul 2020 #2
Yes, agreed... FirstLight Jul 2020 #6
Yes, it does seem sad in many ways. Amazing how so many get a knee-jerk dameatball Jul 2020 #3
I am crushed AmericanVictimized Jul 2020 #4
definitely a huge slap in the face! FirstLight Jul 2020 #5
I'm really depressed today Tumbulu Jul 2020 #7
yeah, I hear ya. FirstLight Jul 2020 #8
This is easily the worst 4th of July ever. Initech Jul 2020 #9
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