I was putting dishes in the dishwasher this morning and realized I was shaking. [View all]

[hamsterjill]

The stress is getting to me obviously. I sat down for a few minutes and thought of the things I am grateful for. I breathed deep and slowly and I’m fine.

But I’m so sick of feeling this way. I’m already limiting exposure to news, etc., but there are some things that we NEED to know. We have a daily mayoral briefing here in San Antonio and the data is very bleak. I don’t watch the briefings but I do see the data afterwards. We are in bad shape. But we aren’t as bad off as some other places. It’s just that nothing is being done it seems to get through this. Mayors are begging for federal help and none is being provided.

Today, I will move slowly and breathe. I will pray for safety for all of us and I’ll pray for those already fighting the virus. I’ll think of more things that I’m grateful for and I’ll try my best to envision a future again.

I listened to Biden yesterday and I liked what I heard. We need more of that. I wish he would go ahead and pick the VP and do more things to get his plans out and public. I’m sure he will be.

Sorry for such a rambling post. Just putting this into words because I’m sure I’m not the only one going through this. I know so many people are heartsick, struggling and afraid.

Let’s continue to take care of one another, okay?