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In reply to the discussion: Why are American men into shooting guns? [View all]NJCher
(43,579 posts)Mountain, gun, but Im female. I had something to shoot at and I was angry, determined to shut this effing bird up. It was a peacock if you must know. Screeching when you want to sleep; thats what they do.
Grabbed boyfriends gun and went outside at 5 am and realized I had to know something to be able to shoot it. It was heavy and cumbersome. I thought wth; this thing sure doesnt live up to its all-purpose promise. Kind of like Photoshop. PITA.
Put gun back and tried to go back to sleep. No gun rush, no nothing. Well, annoyance.
Anyway, your story was very interesting. I think it says a lot and is very pertinent to the ops question.
The one time I did achieve the kind of satisfaction you describe was when I received my paycheck from a very high paying job. My male companion with whom I was living also had a high paying job. We would throw our important papers on the desk and when I noted my paycheck was many thousands more than his, I became exhilarated. I began thinking of all the advantages I would have as the highest earning partner. I think this is also known as throwing your weight around.
Of course this story shows that I was once a shallow, scheming, emotionally immature person. I would not behave this way today.