I still cannot even believe any of this is happening.......

[FirstLight]

36. some of us are just trying to fuckin SURVIVE

I'm not okay, I am rattled and I know its gonna get worse, much worse.

But at the moment, I got one kid with a GF and a baby who are "staying with me" until they can get jobs and an apartment...and another kid who is across the country living with her partner's dad cuz they can't afford life either...and they have been job seeking for over a year and not getting anywhere. I just sent them $50 for groceries cuz all they can do is instacart.

So First, all these people that are saying job numbers are good or that nobody wants to work anymore...are all full of shit.
And second, I am slowly bleeding my savings to help them all with groceries etc

These holiday commercials can fuck off... I got the baby some socks and one toy to unwrap, that's it.

If TSHTF, I just hope I have enough guts to off myself before it goes even more sideways.