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raptor_rider

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23. Oh Rhiannon,

Sat Mar 9, 2013, 10:36 PM

Mar 2013

I thank you for your reply. I've been in both aa/al anon. I've come from a very complex string of things that's led me this way. Yes, I want to quit. Yes, I love my family. Yes, I want grand babies. I want it all! My parents have fucked my mind up!! I thought I was getting straight until they pulled their shit! For almost 4 yrs, I've had to pick up the pieces of my father, and my daughter (her bio dad isn't there) for 4 yrs, while my mother ran off to her Internet boyfriend time and time again, taking my fathers money, and her dead mothers inheritance, and blowing it away.
The dude only wandered her for the money. Now, she has none, and can't get any of it, so the bitch stays with my dad. I despise her! I don't wish her dead, however wish her not here. The pain she has caused to y daughter and my father, I do not forgive. However I'll hold to my fathers wishes. I'll see that she's taken care of, if he dies before her

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Ok, I have to admit something. [View all] raptor_rider Mar 2013 OP

NSMA has been gone for years... Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #1

That just tells you, I've been raptor_rider Mar 2013 #7

I doubt you were banned merely for your concern about other areas affected by Katrina... Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #11

It was the only raptor_rider Mar 2013 #29

why are you a registered republican ? JI7 Mar 2013 #2

I'm very old, barely posted raptor_rider Mar 2013 #30

Why? RedCappedBandit Mar 2013 #3

A friend in need Herlong Mar 2013 #6

I got your back. Herlong Mar 2013 #10

I did it for my fathers friend. He was running for Sherrif.f raptor_rider Mar 2013 #4

Every modern vote you cast should be for Dems... Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #5

I do not know who you raptor_rider Mar 2013 #14

r_r, no need to apologize... Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #22

Loving Grace to you as well wellstone dem Mar 2013 #8

Thank you raptor_rider Mar 2013 #16

I'm a lot more concerned about your alcoholism than your party affiliation. proud2BlibKansan Mar 2013 #9

This should've been my first comment Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #12

Baby raptor_rider Mar 2013 #18

I've been in your husband's place. proud2BlibKansan Mar 2013 #40

My mother went through similar to what you're going through. FedUpWithIt All Mar 2013 #41

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Thank you! That's a message we all need Demo_Chris Mar 2013 #47

Sorry for your addiction. Booze is poison to some. I used to smoke... Honeycombe8 Mar 2013 #15

I'm still here and I was here on DU.1, too. Rhiannon12866 Mar 2013 #17

Best response to this thread! Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #20

I've also learned to share my experience, strength and hope Rhiannon12866 Mar 2013 #25

You're one of the best DUers because of this! Cooley Hurd Mar 2013 #28

Thank you so much! Rhiannon12866 Mar 2013 #45

Oh Rhiannon, raptor_rider Mar 2013 #23

I hear what you're saying Rhiannon12866 Mar 2013 #36

You are powerless over other people's behavior but you CAN do virgogal Mar 2013 #38

You want to live elehhhhna Mar 2013 #19

Oh girl raptor_rider Mar 2013 #24

FWIW, I got banned years ago under a different name skydive forever Mar 2013 #21

I know raptor_rider Mar 2013 #26

don't they tell you why you are banned and given a chance to come back ? JI7 Mar 2013 #33

I think that a better life awaits you - try working to find it MannyGoldstein Mar 2013 #27

Your post conveys the love you have accepted into your life randr Mar 2013 #31

three tries is not enough Kali Mar 2013 #32

Thank you raptor_rider Mar 2013 #44

wish there were something I could say, or do, to help make things a bit easier for you, and for niyad Mar 2013 #34

What a struggle you endure each day elfin Mar 2013 #35

Sometimes just saying something out loud helps me b zola Mar 2013 #37

Here's some contact info for more support. Take care. pinto Mar 2013 #39

Not sure why you are a republican Marrah_G Mar 2013 #42

Hey! GiveMeFreedom Mar 2013 #43

Please don't give up on yourself. Buns_of_Fire Mar 2013 #46

Thank you everyone raptor_rider Mar 2013 #48

I watched two dear friends (old loves) die of liver failure due to drinking. stlsaxman Mar 2013 #49

From one rider to another, its axiomatic that you have to keep trying riderinthestorm Mar 2013 #50