Digby: "When the Free Press Becomes Equivalent to an Enemy of the State..."

[undergroundpanther]

38. oh shit

you know where I go to get therapy they have just annouced last week,they've joined in with a fed program to tie physicalhealth to mental healthcare on the surface it sounds 'innovative'.But I have a feeling it has ultirior motives.especially considering the stuff that happened recently my regular physical doc.I used to see the guy,then one day I was switched to a lady doc a "new hire" she was cool,seemed to have her shit together on health issues .This thing happened like a month or two ago after I had vented my frustrations to her and said some stuff about politics to her on my way out,I was told by another staff she was "ex nsa".Now I'm fucking pissed and scared.

Because I got pstd,I have a political stance and Sometimes what the govt.does pisses me off, or triggers me I'll rant to keep myself together.I feel like this federal support may come with some unsavory strings attached. I know the so called elites see people like me as a useless eaters but on top of that the ptsd,andthe poltics,I don't feel all that good about going there when the federal assistance and new 'staff' get there.Also the NSA probaby has my entire psych history,twenty times over. Fascism indeed it makes me so fucking mad,disgusted and dispairing.I feel targeted,not directly but who knows it might be.