but I can speak to the anger and depression. I went through a serious depression and for me it was suppressed anger. Once I learned how to express it the depression lifted. Find a safe place to express your anger, even if it's just a walk in the woods and yelling at a tree. My safe place was the desert. I kicked a lot of innocent rocks. 
I wish you the best. There was a time when I could have hooked you up with a work at home job, but even those jobs are getting harder to find.
By-the-way, the fact that there are people worse off doesn't make your situation any better. Quit judging yourself so harshly - you don't have to be perfect to be a good person. You feel what you feel and you can't make yourself feel more grateful, or whatever it is you think you should feel.
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