Pot usage poll......

[Bennyboy]

58. Wake and baker......

Been that way every day of my life since 16 or so....(Smoked pot since 13 but not everyday). If not? Well, I am a crazy mofo.

I've always treated the early AM as my time, and especially now with me caregiving, I ahve a few hours to groove, create, and all that, before my charge gets up. Been that way for a long time.

Ten years ago, after a series of incidents, I was diagnosed with depression and given Zoloft. I stopped smokig pot, at least as much but there was a problem. I hated it, told the doc after 8 weeks or so and he prescribed doubling the dose. In 8 more weeks, my life was over. I flipped out completely.

I kept on with it for a while and really hated myself a lot. Finally, I went back to puffing and poof, I am focused and doing better. I never get depressed to the point of suicide, but in that Zoloft period (look it up on my posts) you can see that I was incredible depressed then and when not toking up all day.

If I only have a teeny, bit I will save it for the morning. Makes my day. Gets my brain going, I believe that it helps me think.