A Toad

[H2O Man]

19. One of the most

interesting parts of the book "Black Elk Speaks" is when Black Elk, at an advanced age, speaks about being at the exact center of the Earth. He gathered strength in knowing his favorite spot was indeed that exact center -- and at the same time, that each and every other spot was also the exact center of the Earth.

It's funny: when I bought this place two decades ago, the area where the pond is located was not high on the list of the most attractive sections of the property. It's where a swamp connects with a thick layer of shale, covered with hard-pan. There were nice springs out there -- one can drink the freshest water from them, even in the hot, dry spells. In my mind, I marked off the boundaries of a small pond, based upon where specific plants grew.

The first two contractors I tried to hire didn't think I knew what I was talking about. The next three were convinced that I wanted a huge pond. Eventually, my cousin put in the exact pond that I wanted. My boys did some outstanding stone work, including making a wonderful fire-pit. Then they brought a small cabin in; then built a new, very comfortable sweat lodge for me (using locus for the poles, which lasts forever).

This coming weekend, we are starting the plans/ paperwork for me to give the house and property to my children. Next spring, I plan to move out into that cabin, away from electricity and all of the hustle and bustle that most people think life is all about. I assume that I have quite a few years left, and I want to live the rest of my life out there, reading, praying, and meditating. And, of course, teaching my grandchildren about the Natural World.