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In reply to the discussion: Got some devastating news yesterday - I have Multiple Sclerosis [View all]LiberalLoner
(11,467 posts)The first thing you need to know: Life goes on. Life is still worth living.
I've had MS for decades, but it took until a couple years ago, to finally get diagnosed correctly. I was in the neuro ICU at Walter Reed for ten days with what was clearly Transverse Myelitis, but was misdiagnosed as GBS because they could not do an MRI on me at that time and because my doctor was a bit incompetent.
Once I had an implant removed and was finally able to get an MRI done, the massive damage was shown. My spinal cord in particular is screwed, LOL.
It actually was a HUGE relief to get diagnosed. I have been fighting weird symptoms and crippling fatigue for so so so long...docs all telling me it was depression, all in my head....finally with a diagnosis I had an answer and people accepted what I was saying as far as symptoms went and my struggles.
It might help for you to join an MS support group. Lots of them around. There are some good books about MS, too. It helped me to read books written by other MSers because it felt like having a friend there, who understood, explaining stuff to me.
I inject Copaxone daily. I was scared the first few times but now it's just routine. Within about a week it became truly no big deal. I got big itchy welts at first but my body adjusted and now it's not so bad at all.
Really once you adjust to your diagnosis, you will find your life goes on and things are okay. I mean yeah, you have symptoms, bad spells and better times, and symptoms accumulate over time, but it's really all okay.
In fact I love my life now. The diagnosis gave me the strength to say "no" to people and activities that were making me miserable.
Now I spend much more time doing what I love most. I feel content and grateful for every single day.
I hope you will find some peace of mind too, in the midst of this disease.
I can PM you my phone number if you would like to talk on the phone some. Just let me know.
((((((Hugs)))))))