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2naSalit

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21. I have the same anxiety...
Sat Jan 7, 2017, 01:58 PM
Jan 2017

I can hardly eat or sleep. I will be going to the doctor this week and get checked... I have never had high blood pressure but I am having anxiety attacks. I have been a seasonal federal employee for years and my future prospects might be in grave danger due to the agencies I work for, and that $1 income bs would sink me. I may have to go into the underground again... now that I have reached my 60s, I only care about not being locked up, outliving my aged mother and that's about it. I think everything I have fought and worked for is going to be gleefully destroyed before my very eyes, and I can't bear that. I'm close to tears on a daily basis and I am not an emotional type.

I suspect we are in for some really rough stuff coming to our neighborhoods soon and it will be ugly. Maybe a general strike is in the cards in the near future. I am currently in a safe place living in a self-sufficient house that has off-grid capacity that, at present I can afford. That may not last long but I can, at least avoid the masses for now. I have been avoiding cities for years and now I think I will be even more reluctant to go to one.

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My doctor told me she's seen a lot of this radical noodle Jan 2017 #1
Yes, I saw my therapist yesterday and told her that I had to limit my smirkymonkey Jan 2017 #25
Take care radical noodle Jan 2017 #28
Thank you. It seems like there are a lot of us who are suffering smirkymonkey Jan 2017 #31
Aw, you're quite welcome radical noodle Jan 2017 #32
Who will be cast as Linda Lovelace?? Kilgore Jan 2017 #2
I wouldn't call this a laughing matter. It's dead serious. shraby Jan 2017 #3
There's always time to laugh sharp_stick Jan 2017 #8
Absolutely. Humor is a safety valve Zambero Jan 2017 #29
I have a great amount of faith in our people and system of government Kilgore Jan 2017 #9
I'm with you PasadenaTrudy Jan 2017 #14
Bravo! Kilgore Jan 2017 #19
Now I know why those sanding belts are called carborundum. Thanks... pangaia Jan 2017 #26
Kilgore shockey80 Jan 2017 #4
Could not help it Kilgore Jan 2017 #10
There's no one coming to save us Generic Brad Jan 2017 #5
So far, all the dirt on him frogmarch Jan 2017 #6
This is hyperbole and fantasy, so don't everybody... 3catwoman3 Jan 2017 #11
If tRump has his way, he will impose martial law on all dissidents RiverStone Jan 2017 #20
I forgot one important point shockey80 Jan 2017 #7
Except for the pesky fact that 2naSalit Jan 2017 #17
He's managed to bully the media with threats of laws suits and now investigations. I wouldn't count SammyWinstonJack Jan 2017 #18
I, too, am praying for another deep throat. AngryAmish Jan 2017 #12
Kilgore shockey80 Jan 2017 #13
I don't sleep, up with a headache which is not normal for me. Stressed and pissed off most days.. SammyWinstonJack Jan 2017 #15
I think some people within his administration will turn on him. octoberlib Jan 2017 #16
I have the same anxiety... 2naSalit Jan 2017 #21
We shouldn't need one... Wounded Bear Jan 2017 #22
Even if there was a deep throat, who's going to report on it. nclib Jan 2017 #23
I'm still hoping Cirque du So-What Jan 2017 #24
Look at the line of succession. He's the least worst of them all. MadamPresident Jan 2017 #27
Still working hoping for the act of GOD thingy MFM008 Jan 2017 #30
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